To many times before it’s happened so why do I still think it’s going to be any different,,I don’t get people shoot I don’t even get me these days im no better than anyone else,I’m not here to look like a lala, I’m here to write,,,I don’t like to hide things so I will be honest,My life is one struggle after another,,I have to say life is what you make it when we are just here killing time doing all the things they expect of one it’s not a good place to be in life however im here in that place now im not what so ever complaining about the time I got here i just try to make the best with what I got